You can’t underestimate the power of self-motivation. Often, I think about my grandmother. In the moments before she decided to board the bus to the “March on Washington” with Martin Luther King jr.  What motivated her? I am often asked what motivated me. I close my eyes and sometimes I hear them laughing around me (even the adults laughed at me when I told them I wanted to be a lawyer). The most operative question is not really what motivates me today. Concisely speaking, “I have no choice.” Where I come from, we’re still fighting. We are still fighting for representation for visibility and acknowledgment — and our Evelyn Indyka Zapata is leading the fight.  Talking motivational talk to an 8-year-old me is nothing to play with. I had it rough, old school. “Your mom’s white, you don’t belong to us”, rough! “Go back to your country” – rough; “Sweetheart, it doesn’t matter you can read in Spanish”, rough”.  8-year-old me didn’t know how to read.  I didn’t know I was dyslexic back then, the school was racist, the children around me hated me, and they told or reminded me every day. My family was working overtime as Evelyn’s mom did. I didn’t even have new clothes on account that my parents were working their blue-collar asses off to send and keep me in the racist school system.  I remember walking to school in the pants I got from Amvets on Elmwood thinking, “I’m going to succeed.” Looking back, I was worn out, at least for a kid, hyper vigilant, code-switching, culture-shifting, jumping from one area to the next, where, if you looked rich you were a target to the next area, and where if you looked poor, you were called last for everything.  That girl, I want to hug her so bad. The rough little thing I was, maybe about 70 lbs. and all swinging at life with my softball bat. I call her forward when I need to be braced. Brave like Evelyn Zapata, who is one of the bravest civil rights advocates I know. Civil rights have defined the rights of citizens to political and social freedom and equality. Thus, our right to equitably participate in the repeal of marijuana prohibition is predominately expressed in our rights relative to administrative law, but also the shaping of general social public opinion.  I think it’s likely 8 yr. old Evelyn, she was not taking any shit either, a Manhattan girl with a bright mind and a fast tongue. The sound of a self-motivated person’s voice sounds different, and when I heard Evelyn’s voice, I knew. She was the master of her destiny. She started one of the most valuable platforms IG has ever seen, the “New York Cannabis Times” with 20k plus followers. Her role? Lead us, share information with us, decipher the world of cannabis and cannabis regulation for us, represent us to the outside world of cannabis “us”- the Latino community oh and publicly appear and advocate in person.  Evelyn’s greatest inspiration was her mother, she worked hard to provide for her as a factory worker and that impacted her view on economics. Evelyn knows one thing, the women, the Latinas, we will be growing the cannabis, we will be cutting it, doing the hard labor, and we need a fair turn at the mic when they call for voices and we won’t get one.  That’s an economic fact. But it’s A LOT harder to ignore the opinions of our Latina advocates who, like Evelyn, are fighting for all the Latinas who were disproportionately impacted by the prohibition of cannabis, predominately by holding our government leaders accountable.  Evelyn is like my grandmother, she’s like every other civil rights activist who personally knows the socio-emotional, and cultural impact it has on mass incarceration or has had on our people as the result of cannabis prohibition.  And at every turn of the page of the 240 plus regulation, she will be reminding them. And for that reason, I personally, with a law degree and all, have more hope. Take the time to follow Evelyn and COMMENT on the regulation. Comments on the proposed regulations should be directed to: regulations@ocm.ny.gov or mailed to New York State Office of Cannabis Management PO Box 2071 Albany, NY 12220 The Interview with Evelyn Zapata Where were you born?  I was born in the United States. I am of Dominican Descent; my mother was naturalized, and my stepdad was as well.  What was your experience like as a student?  My experience was, as a student, difficult. I was an A student, but I have ASD- the borderline between ADD – Like 3% Autistic. I had to read things about three times to understand them.  When did you decide you wanted to start a business? I have decided I wanted to start a business since I was a little girl. My grandmother owned a supermarket in DR (Dominican Republic) so we were inclined to do business. My mother had her cosmetology license, and she would work in salons she had her clientele so she would go from house to house. But her first job was working in a factory out of Brooklyn, my first job was working at one of my mom’s factories out of Brooklyn for the summer, and my second job was working also in a factory for the following summer. The second one was on Ohio Street, near 207 and Nagel, there was a factory there. Again, I was born in NYC in 1970. I always worked a day job and had a second job as well. What was your favorite job? I worked all over Manhattan Hospital, riverside cab service, paratransit, and black car services, I was a legal secretary, but my favorite job was selling weed. From the age of 19 to the age of 37 I supported the weed industry in the heights. We were at risk of becoming homeless. My mom was always the drive behind my